I really haven’t done this in a really really REALLY long time. I guess blogging isn’t really my thing anymore, oh well. I wish I could do something about this whole not-seeing-Paigan thing, but honestly, I can’t and I hate it. It’s fucked me up so much and I just wish that my parents could see that, though there’s no way to convince them! Hopefully people will stick around and wait for me to get ungrounded and hopefully not forget all about me ): All I know right now is:
1) I miss him more than anything else in this whole goddamn world.
2) I might not see my parents for a loooong time.
3) I will hope and pray that you will wait for me.
4) I love you.
I feel like fangirls all over the world have forgotten the fact that Oliver Sykes is a vocalist in a band, and that honestly pains me. Everyone obsesses over his looks & girls just tend to freak out if they see/hear anyone mentioning anything about this guy. I’ve met him before- he’s not all that gorgeous anyway. It’s called band editing & it gets our hopes up. He’s chill, I was glad to have met him, though I was a bit disappointed because everyone told me how amazing it was going to be the moment I shook his hand. It really wasn’t life-changing. Though he is the vocalist of my favorite band, (Keep in mind that I’ve loved BMTH for YEARS & I am not into them for Oli, but for their music) I took advantage of the fact that he was standing right in front of me, so I asked him loads of questions about music-related shit. In the end, he mentioned to my friends & I that all the girls were crazy & it gets creepy when they obsess, & I totally agree. The girls I know have no idea how great of a band BMTH is, & they seem to have forgotten all about Matt K, Jona, Lee, & Matt N. Oh, & another thing that bothers me? When people say they hate BMTH because Curtis Ward quit. Jona is just as great a guitarist & in my opinion, he’s even better, so don’t think that without Curtis their skills are shit. In conclusion, Sykes didn’t join a band to get the girls. He joined a band to make music, & it’d mean a lot if people could just appreciate that a little more.
By the way, this is a picture of all my friends & I with Oliver. Once again, he’s chill & should be appreciated by his music, not his looks.
xoxo
my eyes have never been so teary,
my heart has never been so broken,
my hands have never been so shaky,
my voice has never been so lost-
So many days, so many hours,
so many lies, so many hard times.
Too many times
I’ve failed you,
now it’s my time
to pay this price.
I can complete the rest of eighth grade history in seven school days. If I complete a class every seven days, I’d be done with eighth grade in about a month. Then I’d finish ninth grade by the end of summer! Life rocks.
horrid asked: DUDE
I haven't talked to you in forever. And it's really bothering me.
I KNOW<3
I love you & miss you (:
